First picture of myself on here… Weighing in at 175  Been a little hard keeping up with my blog an exercise between my 2 full time jobs. I work everyday, and struggle, but it’s the fact I’m trying that matters to me

First picture of myself on here…

Weighing in at 175 


Been a little hard keeping up with my blog an exercise between my 2 full time jobs. I work everyday, and struggle, but it’s the fact I’m trying that matters to me

11 months ago
Be the best you possible

Be the best you possible

11 months ago
Yoga ❤

Yoga ❤

11 months ago
I want to do this in my room

I want to do this in my room

11 months ago

Discovered a very soothing zen garden station on pandora this morning and decided to do a little yoga to wake up. It felt amazing. I haven’t been able to attended the yoga class at the Y since I started working so at home yoga is what is in store for me I guess! The only thing about working out I do struggle with is doing it at home. The atmosphere at the gym gets me going and going hard, but at home it’s just me and a million other options of things I could be doing. Some times when I got for a jog I stop short just because I know I can… I guess it’s something to work on. I don’t always find myself unmotivated, but it does happen.

Despite my relapse last night I am feeling fairly good.

Keeping a smile on my face
& ready to keep moving forward

11 months ago
Health FTW

Health FTW

11 months ago

Making the best of things

Did I mention I’m lying in bed doing reps with my ten pound weight?!?

11 months ago

I am not going to lie tonight has brought me back to old habits. After I left my side job my aunt took us by McDonald’s…. I think we can all see what I’m getting at….. Well I ordered myself a 4 piece kids meal along with a new chocolate chip frappe. I got home had a pork chop and mash potatoes. By the time my binge was over I felt like I would explode if I made a wrong move. Feeling extremely uncomfortable and ashamed I found myself bent over my toilet. I did feel the relief I was looking for yet I wish I could have avoided that solution to begin with. Since I work another 12 hour shift tomorrow I planned my breakfast and packed up my lunch and dinner along with some snacks. I am determined to change my life because what I did tonight is not only unhealthy but it is what has made me dislike myself for years and be so unhappy and self conscious.

Keeping my head up
And moving forward!

11 months ago
Like we need any more motivation!

Like we need any more motivation!

11 months ago
Make realistic goal!

Make realistic goal!

11 months ago